aha.

i am worn out.

can i get a time out?

or better yet...Christ, please just come.

i long for Your return.

but im an ignorant slacker.

im not eagerly anticipating as i should.

i love someone.

(although my "feelings" are somewhat faulty)

and someone loves me good. so good.

i know, right. who would have ever thought.

it's all very unfamiliar to me.

or maybe just distant, i dont know.

i think i know what to do with the past.

and the future...yeah, it's coming.

but right now: ah, the present is a trickster.

k. i'll stop being annoying and vague now.